Small victories, nothing worth my time I can't get my failures out of my fucking mind And there is nothing, nothing that can save me This is everything, there is nothing left to find When they reach my body, please don't be surprised I'm sorry isn't good enough, you'll just have to live with this I am the same person that I have been That is just another fucking has-been Oh my God I'm selfish, I get it Only care about you when I am pretending I will break your pretty little heart Don't put it past me baby girl, I'm a wild card With a past that is full of mistakes And anxiety that gives me the shakes, because I'm Dirty and haggard, covered in blood Selfish bastard, never know love Covered in mud