Kitchen Knife Conspiracy

Entry Wound Ecstasy For The Self-Abuser

Kitchen Knife Conspiracy


Rage Rage Rage Rape 
Insane aggression, mutilate obsession 
trying to forget her younger years 
Insane logic, hidden in the closet 
Burning, learning her weakest fears 
Darkness is priceless, pain gives her pleasure 
Cutting herself, does not shed a tear 
Burning the flesh black, vomit through a flashback 
Her mom's been gone for 13 years 
Raping her--she's feeling him--He's forcing in 
She tends to mutilate herself because her 
life's gone wrong 
It feels like ecstasy, that razor blade 
is her god 
She thinks her life is over, but she can't 
hear the call 
Of another self-abuser that has been pushed 
too far. 
Hate Hate Hate Rage 
Backward regression, mutilate confession 
trying to forget my younger years 
Insane logic, hidden in my closet 
Burning, learning my weakness and fears 
Darkness is priceless, pain gives me pleasure 
Cutting myself, I do not shed a tear 
Burning the flesh black, vomit through a flashback 
My mind's been gone for 13 years 
Destroying me--deep inside of me--I'm wearing thin 
If you try to come inside, you might lose your mind 
This has been inside me, for a very long time 
It's just now being told, life is cold like this razor I hold 
And I am so thankful to have lost all self-control 
I woke up today it was fucking disgusting 
upon opening my eyes to the light of day 
nauseated by the world's pathetic state 
the feeling of the hand that has you by 
the spine is tightening its grip and destroying 
the very emotion of this lackadaisical lifestyle 
that finds itself repeating over and over 
the life it is not meant to have 
the smell of vomit still lingers in the 
nostrils, society is decaying and descending 
into one big useless rut, and with smoke 
burned smiles I face toward the sky 
this life is fucking disgusting