Curiosity got to me, and now I'm here Staring at the deepest desire of my heart But it's only a reflection It's nothing that can step out of the glass Nothing that can step into my world It isn't real, no, it's not real So why do I keep coming back To the place where I'm painfully aware of what I lack Because finally I can bear witness to The life and love I never knew So with this sinking ship I'll go down Happily consumed by my dreams I'll drown Used to live in a place where no one cared about me And that was fine, thought that's just how it was But I have come to realize that I don't have to be unhappy I decide, yeah, I decide So why do I keep coming back To the place where I'm painfully aware of what I lack Because finally I can bear witness to The life and love I never knew So with this sinking ship I'll go down Happily consumed by my dreams I'll drown Her familiar eyes, his untidy hair Small glimpses of the future we'll never share