All I ever wanted to be You strip a sense of self from me And it all remains a blur Somethin' sordid Ever hounding I wish somebody would have told me Cause the past you can't get back Feels like somebody wore me There's a deliverance I lack And it's in my body I wish somebody would have told me 'Cause the past you can't get back Feels like somebody wore me There's a deliverance I lack I can't remember everything You break the bread You drink the wine You were a bad man You break the bread you drink the wine When we scream inside You break the bread you drink the wine You fucking joker You break the bread you drink the wine Wish somebody would hold me Cause the past I can't get back Feels like somebody wore me Yeah there's an innocence I lack I see you with your narrow eyes Plotting in your heart I knew you were a miserable Pitiful harm I see you with your narrow eyes Plotting in your heart I knew you were a miserable Pitiful harm You break the bread and you drink the wine You break the bread and you drink the wine You break the bread and you drink the wine You break the bread and you drink the wine You break the bread and you drink the wine You break the bread and you drink the wine You break the bread You break the bread And you drink the wine I can't remember anything You break the bread you drink the wine You were a bad man You break the bread you drink the wine When we scream inside You break the bread you drink the wine You fucking joker You break the bread you drink the All I ever wanted to be