I'm a victim of this evil world My close homie started fucken with my old girl And I've been dealing with drama, I never thought I'd see I'm tryna make it to heaven But I know gods not inviting me I'm tryna be optimistic and learn Wise words every time I speak It's hard to trust, even the words coming from A priest Suicidal thoughts lost, now I'm on a mission Voices in my head Asking God "what's the right religion Am I fucken with the wrong, or the Right bitches?" The principal of life: Homie you could die Snitchin' Indicted all my homies for the white business I'm talking coke Now they looking at a life sentence I'm in the dark in my cold room, stuck With the fact That you won't be coming home soon That you won't be coming Home soon Commissary three smokes, and a colt too I heard that God keeps looking for me I hope you find me lord I heard that God keeps looking for me I hope you find me lord I close my eyes and put my headphones on Knowing that the worlds gonna to judge me Everybody sins all day But it's funny how the world wants to judge me I seen the best fade away Lay sprayed from the kay Some say "hate burns" Fuck funerals today.. I'm a bastard with mistakes Hustlin' for stakes Baby momma hates my guts But my son knows I'm great Heaven here me See I don't see things clearly I wanna put in work, thinkin the enemies will fear me Jealous lies Kilogram pies, ballin' out Asking for forgiveness, but the lord knows I'm fallin' out You hear me calling out Angel city knows about Villaraigosa's plans, just to take me and the homies out It's got me knocking on heavens door And I ain't trusting no one homie, we ain't ever met before This ain't simple The fame aims change souls Slow your roll Love ain't on a strippers pole.. They call lust the devils candy, on a lonely night My life changed once I took the name kryptonite.. I heard that God keeps looking for me I hope you find me lord I heard that God keeps looking for me I hope you find me lord I close my eyes and put my headphones on Knowing that the worlds gonna to judge me Everybody sins all day But it's funny how the world wants to judge me