I don't understand you muthafuckas anymore It's like what the fuck you want me to do? I guess be unhappy right? It seems like you don't understand I'm on a mission Trying to get us out this ghetto land I seen mom shed tears for years Trying to open my eyes And all I did was keep finding ways To load up my nine Mama please forgive me I swear it's hurting my soul I gotta swallow my pride Cause you the queen of my throne I feel alone Shivering & cold With no where to go I just broke up with my girl I got caught with them hoes It's been a month I haven't seen my son I feel like I'm done I need affection baby girl That's why I'm searching for love I close my eyes Hoping this is just a bad dream I'm slippin' in to darkness Jesus come & save me Tell me it's okay I know I made mistakes I wanna go away from this cloudy day They tell me that I'm hopeless Trying to break my focus This hundred dollar deal shit Tells me they don't know shit I've been gone a while away from you And I hope you overstand That I've got to do what I must do To be a better man Cause if I was just to act a fool Do nothing with myself Then all my blessings would be cursed My world would crumble in It's a joy when I sit down And think of the good times that we have And what we do to make it through When the good turns to the bad Well I hope you'll find it in your heart And know these words are true And please don't fuss Because I must go do what I must do Hey baby don't you worry Even though the road is rocky I'll be coming home to you again And if you thought that I was lost I have to burn my cross Now I'm free from all these chains Been gone a while away from you And I hope you overstand That I've got to do what I must do To be a better man Cause if I was just to act a fool Do nothing with myself Then all my blessings would be cursed My world would crumble in Danny when you grow up I'll tell you where I been at I'll tell you what I been through I'll tell you where I lived at Your daddy always loved you Son your daddy always cared No matter what your mom says I'll always be there From the moment you was born I always rocked you to sleep My eyes couldn't believe You were just like me I sell drugs I'ma thug I come from the gutter Just an ordinary gangsta I'ma hood muthafucka I got a little talent So my friends mad at me They hate me low key When I consider them family Your hand shake Ain't really matching your smile You use to hug me before But I could give a fuck now Walking with my head down Trying to act like it's cool But my tears keep falling When I think about you I just wish you could support my lifestyle You pushed me away But girl I'm needing you right now I've been gone a while away from you And I hope you overstand That I've got to do what I must do To be a better man Cause if I was just to act a fool Do nothing with myself Then all my blessings would be cursed My world would crumble in I've been gone a while away from you And I hope you overstand That I got to do what I must do To be a better man