I've been hypnotized by dead guys By body bags, by cop car rides Mother priest and I But this ain't gods fight I can't think of some days I've lived Some things I've done without getting sick My stomach fucking churns And my bullet wounds still burn Father forgive me for I've sinned I've killed before and I'll kill again I just can't wear a grin Because of how hard its been Sometimes I sit and think If I pull the trigger it'll make them blink And then you'll see what I've done Or who I have become I've been hypnotized by dead guys By body bags, by cop car rides Mother priest and I But this pain don't die Everyone that I know Is in a cage or in a hole I can't touch my friends I can only touch this pen And it bleeds like when The knife went in That night I recall I did it again I was waiting out in the street A brand new piece of meat And as I lie there bleeding to death A man came up and he gave me breath And he said this through his words He said destroy the earth I've been hypnotized by dead guys By body bags, by cop car rides Mother give it up No one gives a fuck Days like this I reminisce And I wish they didn't miss Wish they aimed a little higher Left me laying in my piss It goes like this: The devils taken all my friends I've been to hell twice and I ain't going back again A two time loser, and I ain't even human And this body isn't mine its just something I'm using I can leave it anytime shoot up in the sky And ask that motherfucker why Why does everything I touch die? He said you know why I wasn't really curious I had to hear you say it To make sure I wasn't dreaming To make sure I wasn't hypnotized By a magician swinging his watch in front of my eyes Hypnotized By magician swinging that watch in front of my eyes