Before my anger leads me to ruin Your elbow crushes me to the ground Before I'm buried by the landslide I close my eyes and I count to 10 Before I take another wrong step Before hitting blindly around Before spitting on your rejection I close my eyes and I count to 10 Before I cry and feel despair Before I go and wake the hurricane Before I follow blindly the stream Before I fall calling for retreat Before going out on stage Before our song begins to play My blood is boiling in my veins Adrenalin becoming addiction I feel that I use up my powers I see that the doors are closing in I tumble shaken by the storm I see you're going away far from me Without reminding our made promises Loosing every chance I breathe so deeply I leave this world behind And I count to ten to not go insane Before I awake before I begin