It's been so long since it's rained this hard So i'll drive with the windows down to remember how it felt to feel alive The sky starts to clear as i'm passing by your house for the second time again You're still away And i'm still here How long has it been since you've been at home with me? I'm trying to hold on but i'm just keeping you away You said "i'm still standing, i'm just looking for a reason" I'm standing right here But i'm holding on too tight You're looking right through me, or do you feel me at all? And this will never be enough, but if you're going down... This is all i have Just fucking take it This is all i am It's always been for you Choke and break and drown and steal Take it all again Just say you'll never leave Just never leave