Pick apart my brain Needles crossing my face Be my special surgeon You're cursing holding my fate Picking up the knife you're dissecting Sever my brain I'm consciously losing hate Losing all my conscious I'm consciously losing hate The way you hold the needle know you feeling to safe Keep us feeling numb till our stomachs plummet its nothing Oblivious to life outside our minds We needed light deprived from love still living, I'm breathing barely at times Happyness is peace but you're resting without me Happyness is death so how could you have left me Happyness is peace but you're resting without me Happyness is death so how could you have left me Narcs hold the can, they cheated me out of death right now I'm just a man, a man who has nothing left Vivid in my mind keep depicting all the times We'd pass out on the floor with these feelings are so sublime Stuck at heaven's gate, waiting for me I'm late syringe inside my arm and I'm making it out of space I must of aim too high 'cause I'm stuck in another place Fire all around just wanted to have faith Happyness is peace but you're resting without me Happyness is death so how could you have left me Happyness is peace but you're resting without me Happyness is death so how could you have left me