Kevorkian

To Crawl Into a Pit

Kevorkian


I feel this... 

Is where my rot belongs 
In an earthen pit 
Bathing in dirt, I'm at one with the soil 
I can't live with the rest of you 
So I'll live in a pit 

The worms are my brothers 
The slugs are my people 

They know me I am of them 
It is so clear the earth is my home 

Dirt to dirt back to earth 
Hidden from life above 

I sulk underground 
Deep in loving mud 
Loathing in darkness 
The life that walks above 

Scorned long ago 
In the world above 
But here I'm loved 

This is my kingdom 

Of crust and mud 
I'm beckoned 
To crawl into a pit 

Cast down from light 
Into mud into slime into home 
Human to shit to womb (the true existence) 
Away from joy from hope to nothing 
I bathe in mud 

Swallowed deeper down 
The maggots speak my name the flies rejoice (the true hyms of praise) 
I conform not to your futile ways 
I conform to sewage and insect 
I live in mud 

Coward 
And you'll never save me 
No 

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