I’ve always been a bit anxious Led me to be too cautious I’ve made mistakes I’ve been shameless This life can get chaotic I’ve been left out of the in the crowd I’ve been kicked when I was already down If I knew then what I know now I'm over, composure, found closure, and I'm closer to the Real me, real me It’s hard being myself Easy to be someone else And not the Real me, real me But I got stories to tell I been through heaven and hell Hard times, hard times that they don’t know Dark sides, dark sides but I still show The real me, real me Ain’t no one else I'd rather be Been looking in the mirror Some things I wish that I could change I see the past much clearer There’s nothing that I’d rearrange I’ve been left out of the in the crowd I’ve been kicked when I was already down If I knew then what I know now I would make the younger me so proud I‘d be the I'm confident on the outside But I can’t lie, on the inside, I still feel like, I lost my mind I'm wiser and I'm older But I'm over, composure, I need closure, to be closer to the