In the dentist’s chair Waiting on the lightning bolt Metal machine music Ringing my conductor skull Thinking on your counsel Nest no wounded bird Mind your hero complex Mine never really worked It only brought me trouble It only gave me hurt But I don’t really have the right to say Everybody’s different I'm the same You stumble in the dark Forget your place End up this way Tickling the trigger Artless at the hive Crashing around, tonedeaf Daring you to die Mumbling: I love you Coughing bloody yolk Threading a minefield, blind Angry, and I didn’t know I could spit so spiteful I could cut so clean So I don’t even have the right to say Anything is different I'm the same Fronting through the part With a straight face Wired this way Moved in meditation Comfort in the current course Watching regret and shame Alchemize to wise remorse Today I'm done escaping Tomorrow I reserve the right To splinter the peace accord Kill it with my despot mind Floating toward a channel Narrow but it’s clear I don’t even have the right to say I understand what’s different or the same Standing at your door I'm taking shape Working away