You wrestle yourself to the ground you springboard and kick yourself in the mouth cause all of that drama, that embarrassed charade couldn't stop you or settle you down so you got back with your black hole and you don't care who's out there or who knows cause you're spent and you're sad cause you've bronzed it, it's your badge and you've fixed it to all your clothes every t-shirt and overcoat so it's with you through hot or cold but i would tear it from the cloth yeah, i would tear it from the cloth grow up and knock it off cause there's a world awake outside with injustice and music and july, july with history's arc, with your family, with art. but it don't mean nothing not to you, not tonight you can't see past the length of your nose the biggest problems, well you're sure they're your own that girl you cut loose those two friends that cursed you and all that powder that you can't leave alone and you say, you know, you know, you know but i know that you don't, you don't, you don't cause if you did, you'd really try if you did, you'd really try to let all that die so marry yourself to your work and crowd your confusion with words then round out your life with some records you like while you bury your love in the dirt cause it's endless, the ditch you can dig you're stubborn, and you're prideful, and you're all over it so i suggest you make sense of the time you've got left so you don't end up back where you've been and you say you won't, you won't, you won't and i hope that you don't, you don't, you don't but if you mean it, then stand up and fight but if you mean it, then stand up and fight cause i mean, it's only your life i mean it's only your life to fix or ruin to figure what to do with it's only your life to fix or ruin cause no one else is going to do it cause it's only your life