Dwelling in the thoughts about I think of finding my own way out To hell with this scene I'm forced To follow the leader, with no remorse If I could only be who I wanted to be This perfect world, if only others could see To change money into a deck of cards And show ourselves, It doesn't have to be in charge So much trouble in the world Think of finding masons little girl Maybe she could change who I am inside Show me how to find, my eclectic mind I wanna be me Feels like I'm fighting my own war There's feelings inside me, I can't ignore I wish I never grew to be a man Repeat the years of my childhood and then Start it all over again I wanna be me