I'm such a mess 'cause here in my head Keep hearing all the things he said Don't wear that dress, do this instead She's just a friend (mm-mm) Now here you are, feeling the spark Thinking, oh, fuck I hate this part I put in my guard, you're in the dark I know it's hard 'Cause I've built up all these walls (ooh) So nobody else gets in I know it's not your fault This isn't how I've always been I wish you could meet her (ah-ah) Before all the damage that was done Wish you could've seen her (ah-ah) The me I was The me I was Ah-ah, ah-ah (Wish you could meet her) Ah-ah, ah Stand in my shoes, what would you do? If you've been through what I've been through Heart black and blue It was barely beating till I met you (ooh-ooh) 'Cause I've built up all these walls (ooh) So nobody else gets in I know it's not your fault This isn't how I've always been I wish you could meet her (ah-ah) Before all the damage that was done Wish you could've seen her (ah-ah) She'd do anything for anyone She was a dreamer, a little bit sweeter Wasn't afraid to fall in love Wish I could still be her (ah-ah) The me I was The me I was Ah-ah, ah-ah (Wish you could meet her) Ah-ah, ah Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh The me I was