3 am, i'm wide awake Woke up sick, got a cold that just won't go away I'd be lying if i said there's nothing on my mind Cause two days after new years was one of a kind That night he said we spoke honestly But honestly, i don't remember anything Except us dancing through the living room to the kitchen side And him laughing and saying he's the perfect height It's a race between the raindrops on my window And i'm feeling like i shouldn't let him go Cause he knows my heart better than any guy i know But i know myself and he'll walk home alone He's a boy who never sleeps Empty stomach in the morning, so no coffee He wanted to go outside but we stayed in I'll bet that's why he's got a better mind than me All our friends are secretly hoping That someday i'll come back and we will be Someone tell me why i've got this calloused soul Cause i tell him easily i'm not coming home It's a race between the raindrops on my window And i'm feeling like i shouldn't let him go Cause he knows my heart better than any guy i know But i know myself and he'll walk home alone I know myself and he'll walk home alone I know myself and he'll walk home alone