I've been looking away From it all Trying to hide that my back's against the wall I've been trying to run but it's too late I knew that this day would come for me Just my predisposed personality It was bound to happen to someone like me Built on lies I'm no hero In disguise I'm just lost In my mind Cold below zero I'm unkind I turn to dust I've tried to put an end to it all Trying to hide the pain won't work at all Carry on with your lies It won't make you strong Everyone has their own demons Mine are tormenting me to get even I take a look at my situation cause now Built on lies I'm no hero In disguise I'm just lost In my mind Cold below zero I'm unkind I turn to dust I want to be wrong but I know it's over I'm trying too hard to want him with me You can't fight feelings, they get stronger My decision is made I want to be free Built on lies I'm no hero In disguise I'm just lost