My Guilty Absence

Awful sight ... among ruins and dust, 
In torn dress, my beloved died in pain 
Awaiting my hand to take her astray 
Endless agony, crying for my guilty absence 

Did we deserve such a fate 
Now I'll find shelter in my hate 
Sweet dreams have gone, my poor lambs among the wolves 

Lord of hell, 
I'm kneeling in front of you 
I need a shell 

Get my soul it's yours now 

Lord of hell, 
Lend me your force and I swear 
To serve your realm 

With never-ending hate