muzukashii kanjou datta hajime wa hito o uranda sorekara fukou o inotte ita yurusareru da nante omoccha inai hazukashii doku mo haita tsuzukete hito o hibou shita doko kara jibun o ushinatte ita azawara wareru kurai ni kusatte ita ato ni kuyamu koto ga nai no nara ato de kuyamu to gaki wa shinai to fugainai koukai no tabiji o tsudzutte iru douka doushita tte narenai yume bakka o erande douni datte naranai uso nanka o tsuite kaikabutta fukanzen na chinbotsu sen o sukutte yo douka mou owatte shimatta ndatte inochi o nagesute mou iya datte hou o tsutatta sounan shingou ni kizuite, aizu shita shii-kyuu-shii-kyuu kikoe masu ka kanawanai kanjou datta ukeru beki tenbatsu nanda sore kurai hito o keotoshite kite doujou no hitotsu sae mo kaite ita hitori koe ni dashite shimatta anata igai wa mou dou natte mo ii sore ijou no koe wa oshikonde ita mune no oku ga harisakete shimau kara asu wa asu de uwagaki dekiru to kyou o dobu ni suteta kyou deshita arekuruu gyakufuu ni mirai wa fukitonda koushite dou agaite mae muitatte yume wa touzakatte dou agaite ho o hatta tte uso ni shika mienakute yuutopia to meimei shita yuurei sen wa shizunde ku soushite mou owatte shimatta ndatte inochi o nagesute mou iya datte hou o tsutatta sounan shingou ni kizuite, okkoto shita hontou no jibun fui ni tsuini kiekaketa shii-kyuu-shii-kyuu kikoe masu ka