Filled up I can no longer see blinded, forced fed nailed to the couch I'm destined to spend a lifetime in a constant state in a constant state of lethargy this will consume me this will eat straight through my brain lifeless and meaningless each day i witness my decay and each and every day i witness my decay it's my life, my mind, my heart, my everything my life, my mind, my heart, my everything will fade until I'm completely worn off and one day i'll find myself inhaling kerosene fumes breathing my final breath prepared to strike the match this flame will consume me this flame will set me free this flame will consume me this flame will set me free destroy myself destroy myself destroy myself destroy myself