Smile

I smile, when I stand in front of you all I can do
is smile as if I was a person born to smile.
Because my heart is so rotted, when I'm in pain all I can do is

smile, smile and smile.

I smile as if I've stretched and dusted all the saddness off of me.
But as I keep smiling and it becomes a habit I begin to smile

without even trying.
I'm sure though that a day will come where I'll try to cry.

Have you ever seen my eyes before?
Because I've never told you that loved you, though I do,
I'm afraid that I'd cry if I looked at you with my sad eyes.
I smile even more, afraid that you'd see my tears.
Smiling so that they get smaller and hide my tears.

I smile, I miss you smiling.
I meet you to smile and that's all that I do.
I act all exaggeratingly and I make mistakes on purpose.

Have you ever seen my eyes before?
Because I've never told you that loved you, though I do,
I'm afraid that I'd cry if I looked at you with my sad eyes.
I smile even more, afraid that you'd see my tears.
Smiling so that my eyes get smaller and hide my tears.

Because I'm not able to make you happier even though
I limit and limit my own happiness, this is all I can do...

I'm not by your side, I'm on the opposite side of you.
It's not your embrace, but your shoulder that seems closer.
My place is stay far away.

It's such pity, my hands are shaking until the very end.
Even if I make you cry, please just live a long, long time.
So that I can look at you until the tears that I keep
swallowing cover my eyes and I can't see you anymore.