Junction 18

Lucky As Mars

Junction 18


Awake again...hopeless as tomorrow 
I found a way to gaze at her just dreaming 
of the way it would be 
if we knew eachother brain to brain 
then there's those days 
I pass up chances face to face 
So here I stand with my chances close to none 
I know there's no way you'll be the one 
I think too much of consequences 

Empty again 
Nothing is so trivial 
I count the days upon my wrists with empathy 
It's just every day we bleed to let them know we're
here 
We fall to the floor and their slight glances do us in

We choose the nights but we never make a sound 
There's got to be some way you won't turn me down 
Just one chance to turn you around 

One more day it's said and done 
It's been a while since I've had just one 
Do you ever hear them say, "You do it to
yourself" 

And we must hide but keep our past 
How can I go on here 
With my face to the floor 
It's windy again 
Felt the sickness cover me 
I just had to leave 
The party here just weakens me 
I walked alone on the boardwalk filled with drunken
teens 
I cannot compete 
With all these boys who get what they need 

Don't ever give up 
It's the life that you've won 
But sometimes I think you won't be the one 
Be the one who resides in my arms 
Who am I kidding? 
To dream...never winning 
It's 5:00 and there's no super or a star 
They're the mirrors who tell us who we are 
It's all so stupid 
This game with cupid 
We can never decide which route to fly 
The streets are burning with our hearts inside 

One more day it's said and done 
It's been a while since I've had just one 
Do you ever hear them say "you do it to
yourself" 

And we can't sleep without your voice 
Why don't you just take us right into your soul 
Then all this stuff would erase