I'd Not Outlast It

I'm so afraid 
That you'll desert me again 
I don't wanna live 
In this nightmare 
I've been a prisoner of 

Is it sensible 
To live everyday 
In dread of your leaving? 
My fear that I 
Will be alone with my pain 
Restrains me from sleeping 

Having faith in love seems merely 
Inconceivable today 
And if you should break up with me 
I'd not outlast it 

I'd not outlast it 
I'd not outlast it 

I'm so afraid 
That you'll desert me again 
I don't wanna live 
In this nightmare 
I've been a prisoner of 
I've had trouble holding my own 

That's why I hope that this time 
You're not going to forsake me 
Because if it happens again 
I'd not outlast it 

I'd not outlast it 
I'd not outlast it 

I'm so afraid 
That you'll desert me again 

I'd not outlast it 
I'd not outlast it