Wanted to get to you first To be second to none Now I'm singing the song Of the greatest failure and how he came undone It took a fatal embrace Became a total disgrace Now the light is fading the damage has been done Are you watching me now Live a life of decay All I wanted was trust And you took that away All this tearing me down How much more can I take I thought I wanted the truth But I'm just a fake First I thought I was wrong Maybe I was too late All I wanted was love But all I see now is hate With the brightest light Comes the darkest fate As the sirens call To come and take me away And I'm guilty as charged Now can I just go away Can my pain be the ward When my life is just a series of fucked up mistakes You said you wanted the truth Well I have that in spades Now watch me burn as it all blows up in my face We are not identical Nothing here is typical This is why I let you go Like nothing ever mattered to me Are you watching me now Live a life of decay All I wanted was trust And you took that away All this tearing me down How much more can I take I thought I wanted the truth But I'm just a fake First I thought I was wrong Maybe I was too late All I wanted was love But all I see now is hate With the brightest light Comes the darkest fate As the sirens call To come and take me away We are not identical Nothing here is typical This is why I let you go Like nothing ever mattered to me We are not identical Nothing here is typical This is why I let you go Like nothing ever mattered to me We are not identical Nothing here is typical This is why I let you go Like nothing ever mattered to me We are not identical Nothing here is typical This is why I let you go Like nothing ever mattered to me Are you watching me now Live a life of decay All I wanted was trust And you took that away With the brightest light Comes the darkest fate As the sirens call To come and take me away