I shoulda seen your signs I shoulda recognized We couldn't sever the past 'Cause I couldn't hear all your lies I told myself you were real They weren't just counterfeit fails 'Cause I was selectively blind Or was I effectively high? Without all these hallucinations In my imagination In this paradise that I created But oh my God, you were such a fraud Everybody said it That I would, I would regret it You were playing me, it's your profession But oh my God, you were such a fraud You left me in the ruins You went ahead and ruined me I begged you to stay But you pushed me away And you did it so casually You left me in the ruins I fell into it foolishly I begged you to stay But you pushed me away And now I'm just a casualty Now it's clear to see All you did was mess with me The sick part is both of us know That I don't know how to let go Without all these hallucinations In my imagination In this paradise that I created But oh my God, you were such a fraud Everybody said it That I would, I would regret it You were playing me, it's your profession But oh my God, you were such a fraud You left me in the ruins You went ahead and ruined me I begged you to stay But you pushed me away And you did it so casually You left me in the ruins I fell into it foolishly I begged you to stay But you pushed me away And now I'm just a casualty And reality Isn't nice to me We're a catastrophe And now I'm just a casualty You left me in the ruins You went ahead and ruined me I begged you to stay But you pushed me away And you did it so casually You left me in the ruins I fell into it foolishly I begged you to stay But you pushed me away And now I'm just a casualty And reality Isn't nice to me We're a catastrophe And now I'm just a casualty