I'm home with my family My father's having surgery And I'm ashamed so I've been thinking more About how maybe all of this would make A good excuse to call you, say I just need emotional support, mm I just wanna hold you It doesn't have to mean anything I don't think that it cannot mean anything But I still wanna hold you I just wanna call you It doesn't have to mean anything I don't think that it cannot mean anything But I still wanna call you Oh It's 4:30 in Toronto And I don't know where to go Oh It's 4:30 in Toronto And I don't know where to go Home don't feel like home in a hotel room Home don't feel like home in a hotel room Passing all these memories Of all this life before you Driving to the house I grew up in But after ma moved out Someone knocked it down Replaced it down with a concrete piece of shit, mm It makes me wanna hold you It doesn't have to mean anything I don't think that it cannot mean anything But I still wanna hold you I just wanna call you It doesn't have to mean anything I don't think that it cannot mean anything But I still wanna call you Oh It's 4:30 in Toronto And I don't know where to go Oh It's 4:30 in Toronto And I don't know where to go Home don't feel like home in a hotel room Home don't feel like home in a hotel room I miss you still, it just feels different now Different like the streets in my hometown I'll reach for you when I get overwhelmed I miss you still, it just feels different now, mm Oh It's 4:30 in Toronto And I don't know where to go Home don't feel like home in a hotel room Home don't feel like home in a hotel room