I gotta clean up, shouldn't even be up Who turned the heat up to hot as hell? Well, i couldn't pass up, spent my very last buck On a bag of bad luck, can't you tell? Hey, ho I know, i know, i know what i've done I was on a roll "you were on a roll, son" I froze, i froze, buckled in the sun I was on a roll Yeah, i was on a roll I know they're waiting for me to change into a brand new man... But i am what i am and that's all that i am I shoulda told ya not to get your hopes up Again and again, i will till i can't So don't get your hopes up, i'm just a f*ck up I hear her screamin' "who you wanna be, son?" Like a voice of reason in my head Don't wanna be a rerun "go and talk to jesus, If he can't heal ya, no one can" Hey, ho I know, i know, i know what i've done I was on a roll "you were on a roll, son" I froze, i froze, buckled in the sun I was on a roll Yeah, i was on a roll I know they're waiting for me to change into a brand new man... But i am what i am and that's all that i am I shoulda told ya not to get your hopes up Again and again, i will till i can't... So don't get your hopes up I'm just a.. I ran out far beneath the flood to see what i had done Won't you just give me that gun Yeah, i will get it done It's only my life that i'm wastin' Mama, won't you leave me be? I don't need to hear it, no. Because i am what i am And that's all that i am I shoulda told ya not to get your hopes up Again and again I will till i can't So don't get your hopes up I'm just a f*ck up