How many times Do I have to blow you off? Before you start to realize I can't face you anymore I go out late at night And don't come home until you've gone You've left me breakfast on the counter You're so relentless in your love I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I'd like to face it But I don't know where to start Everyone is saying that I should come clean But I just don't have the heart To atone for one's crimes Is easier said than done If you could read between the lines You wouldn't still think we're in love But since we are The ball is in my court Yet I still find myself a few balls short I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I'd like to face it But I don't know where to start Everyone is saying that I should come clean But I just don't have the heart Everyone is saying that I should come clean But I just don't have the heart In a perfect world I would have control It's not that I don't care I just can't say no No, I can't say no I can't say no I can't say no I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart Everyone is saying that I should come clean But I just don't have the heart Everyone is saying that I should come clean But I just don't have the heart Everyone is saying that I should come clean But I just don't have the heart Everyone is saying that I should come clean But I just don't have the heart