Living life, don't you cry. My life -- pain is God. Many nights, painful thoughts occur. Love me -- again I'mwrong. In denial I tried to be your friend. I tried to be a good boy. All I see, a hate deep inside. Startle me, someone save me. All these memories Fill my heart They bury me All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother) X4 Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her) X4 Looking back I was never ever right. You were my step mom you always wanted me out of your sight. I would come walkin' in and I'd say, "Hello," but you'd slap me and make some fucked-upcomment about my clothes. But I tried to let it pass, but the visions in my head were with you with a knife up your ass laying dead. So I popped some more caps in your ass. Now your son is such a fuck -- motherfucking bitch never try to play me! You make my life -- not so.... All I want to do.... Is kill you.... All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother) Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her) Wish! You! Were dead! Now! How.... I know How can I cry over someone I never loved? How can I cry over someone I never loved? Never loved.... Never loved