If I could amend the years I'd start with my earliest tears Attaining all the same fears And remembering my debts Forgetting all my loans Confiding not on my own Emerging with something unknown Life without regrets And the ways of our pastime, And the days in our lifetime, And the strays for whom it's wartime, These all I have herein striven Are we all here not forgiven For this we all pay within Always wanted the best to live a life among the rest Yet with none I'm impressed Still I search where it's shone So many faults to find All of which are my kind For gold once mined Would be away thrown All of my life I'll deny this sickness All-engaging All of my life I'll die from this sickness Mind-enraging