I'm behind you At five o'clock each day On our way home But you don't even know my name And I keep thinking what I shouldn't be And now I'm playing with what I shouldn't be I feel my heartbeat Pounding in my hand I feel powerful When I pretend to be a man And I keep thinking what I shouldn't be And now I'm playing with what I shouldn't be Don't judge me blind I'm a product of my time And I'm blowing my mind on the rush hour train I'm all dirty, I'm all covered In my filth again tonight I feel like putting a bullet in my brain But I'm afraid to die I feel like putting a bullet in my brain But I'm afraid to die I'm behind you At five o'clock each day On our way home But you don't even know my name And I keep thinking what I shouldn't be And now I'm playing with what I shouldn't be Don't judge me blind I'm a product of my time And I'm blowing my mind on the rush hour train