Don't want the pain back in
I close the door behind your back
How did we come so far, just to fall
You played me like a random doll
All our moments, wasted in vain
I gave too much and you just feigned
Lost all emotions, my will to fight
Am I living half-alive?
It's taking me so long to feel alright
Can't find my dream in my delusion
I have never felt so blue
Cause all I think about is you
Cause you're my dream and my delusion
All our memories
Became the stranger in the room
I found a blackness here in my chest
Now it never lets me rest
All of the tears I can't even cry
Living half-alive
It's taking me so long to feel alright
Can't find my dream in my delusion
I have never felt so blue
Cause all I think about is you
Cause you're my dream and my delusion
It's taking me so long to feel alright
Can't find my dream in my delusion
I have never felt so blue
Cause all I think about is you
Cause you're my dream and my delusion
