Sleeperholds headlocks and cross body blocks It's over/done and what are we again Sleeperholds headlocks and cross body blocks It's over/done and what are we all these all night campaings Through lightlessness but spinelight a blink And cheeks our half asleep big hopes And half plans mirrored nearly infinite a little smalltalk We pretend we exist don't test me the kids is dead and I'm left confusing me for who you think I am they all think they know it's wrong And they all know they think it's wrong maybe everything We meant to be didn't need to end so mean I'm working on learning now to do nothing learning better Leavings and left alones don't test me the kids is dead And I'm left confusing me for who you think I am we pretend we exist even though we all know the kids is dead