I ain't get no welcome back for the fact that this is rap But it's stacked with sounds that match like the 90's coming back And you act like a platinum plaque Can judge where the fuck these artists heart is at and it can't I'm just a rat in a cage to these views and these plays And I've been preaching for days But nobody's at my sermon, nobody is ever learning I'm earning my way so it's okay to come back I'd like to introduce this grunge rap Is this that new that you've been looking for? Well how new is this? See I grew up on some stunted and 50 cent in the Unit And fifty percent of my intake of music Was influenced by my pop and that was rocking I was only just a kid when Slim Shady popped pills like it was hot And he was dropping shit that made us all question what we're doing I just took it too serious and then I got to moving I was skipping classes until I was a drop out But I excelled at writing like a cop out And then I watched my Dad rock out I Just wanted the life, I just wanted the life Like I'm wild for the night, fuck being polite And I became what I am from the voices in my head And it started when my uncle Fred passed in my bed So I prayed to his ghost "Like help me" Cause my family's not united like Chelsea And the life that I'm living's unhealthy But I'm living the life that they dealt me and I'm getting it Stare at me while I'm crying and dying to hold on There's more drops in the bottle But doesn't stop him on the way down She looks like heroin, I love it When she touches like heroin, I need it And she feels like heroin, I want it It must be heroin, It must be heroin I'm hell bounded in the cross-fire A cross is across from the claustrophobic aerobic side of the closet The clause stating a clause of the lost laying the law On the hard hatred involves of the false fate of the God Hand on the Bible, you lying? A tiger would count your stripes And a presence of higher beings, your only presence is silence I promise, this is heroin, this is crack music This is Aerosmith, bitch I spat to you I'll probably die being dyed the color of a die, why? Cause I'm taking chances, the life's just crap and you rolled a die Make couples happy, but happiness only happens alive like "Ronnie your accurate, she found commas inside your rhyme" But they never question it Too scared of the consequences of being defenseless I've taken shots like the endless Wasn't dependent, I needed something to lie on They never had nothing to live for, only to die for Stare at me while I'm crying and dying to hold on There's more drops in the bottle But doesn't stop him on the way down She looks like heroin, I love it When she touches like heroin, I need it And she feels like heroin, I want it It must be heroin, It must be heroin Is this that new that you've been looking for? Is this that new that you've been looking for? Well how new is this?