Didn't know that I was lonely Don't know when I lost my way Was just trying to survive Tell myself to medicate I made friends with the numb Made love to the pain Wherever I run, couldn't get out of my way Stuck in my head, sleepwalking half-awake Now I'm feeling the blood run through my veins Deep in my lungs, I'm breathing again Forgiving myself, now this time I finally I can hear my heartbeat Oh-whoa-oh-oh Oh-whoa-oh-oh I can hear my heart Now I only dream in colors When I lived in black and white You grow up fast when you're a mother You stand strong when you're a wife I made friends with the past, I'm not ashamed Let all the tears roll down my face Wouldn't know all this beauty without thanking my pain Now I'm feeling the blood run through my veins Deep in my lungs, I'm breathing again Forgiving myself, now this time I finally I can hear my heartbeat Oh-whoa-oh-oh Oh-whoa-oh-oh I can hear my heart And I almost lost it all (almost lost it all) I still stumble when I fall But I'm still standing tall (I'm still standing tall) I had to stop to understand (stop to understand) We all get a second chance And I like who I am Now I'm feeling the blood run through my veins Deep in my lungs, I'm breathing again Forgiving myself, now this time I finally I can hear my heartbeat Oh-whoa-oh-oh Oh-whoa-oh-oh I can hear my heartbeat Oh-whoa-oh-oh Oh-whoa-oh-oh I can hear my heartbeat Oh-whoa-oh-oh Oh-whoa-oh-oh I can hear my heart