as i lie awake my mind's given away and i feel bad for bothering you and i feel the pain from my heart and my brain fade away, fade away, fade away fade away, fade away, fade away and as i lie to my friends to pass it never ends and it stays til the future comes and i feel reborn like a baby except now i'm not treated like a child and i just keep hoping that maybe you'll fade away, fade away, fade away fade away, fade away, fade away let me die in this bed that i made it is not your fault that i made it, its not your fault dont feel bad cuz its not your fault