Checkmate

well is it checkmate when everything i do makes me 
feel trapped? and yes I'm pushing on but everything all 
at once makes me look back and my thoughts are 
wearing clothes everyone around here seems to know 
just what's on my mind I'm out of style or hard to find 
and tommorow i will follow through with every promise 
that i make to myself about you and today is my way 
of backing out on every single promise that was made 
yesterday