Jennifer Lopez

This Is Me Then

Jennifer Lopez


How can you just say that you love me yet to leave you alone 
You said these walls were here to protect us, but it's still not a home 
All these questions that are burning inside with answers I'll never know 
'Cause you're the only one who knows how you feel, but you're not letting me know 

What is it, love 
Can I help you 
I see where this has gone and what it's coming to 
I look to you 
Enough 

[Chorus:] 
I can't believe this is me 
Where I can touch and not feel you 
I feel I'm lost in a dream 
Between what is and what seems 
Having to face not to need you 
You know you owe it to me 
How can you think we don't need you 
I'm tired of running away from my fear and the day 
That our life has no meaning 
Without a word or a reason 
Like a coward, you're leaving 

Sitting here inside an empty room that was filled with us 
Only boxes to define what was left of what we used to call love 
It's sad that after all of this time, you have nothing to say 
Ooh, and the only thing that you could've done, you choose to walk away 

I'm thankful, love 
I don't hate you 
'Cause I'd rather live and know than what you put me through 
I needed you 
Somehow 

I can't believe this is me 
Where I can touch and not feel you 
I feel I'm lost in a dream 
Between what is and what seems 
Having to face not to need you 
How could you do this to me 
How could you think we don't need you 
I'm tired of running away from the fear and the day 
That our life has no meaning 
Without a word or a reason 
Like a coward, you're leaving 

I can't believe this is me 
I wasn't wont to believe you 
I feel I'm lost in a dream 
Between what is and what seems 
Having to face not to need you 
How could you do this to me 
How could you think we don't need you 
I'm tired of running away from my fear of the day 
That our life has no meaning 
Without a word or a reason 
Like a coward, you're leaving