I always had that demon in my head telling me what to do better instead things I do are never ever good enough the demon wants to make the final touch I never knew why she came to me she's always there I'm never free don't understand what she gets out of this the only thing she makes me feel sick Please listen to my heart and my soul please understand I need to grow old don't take my life away from me my life from me My hope of getting out is all gone since I do understand that I am all alone I need that terrorizing bitch to stay alive without her calls I probably would die My hope of getting out is all gone since I do understand that I am all alone I need that terrorizing bitch to stay alive without her calls I probably would die The day she came I was a young girl she came and ruined my world she eats me up from within that pain is a sin One day I'll kill that demon that will be the day you can't wake me up my eyes forever shut Please listen to my heart and my soul please understand I need to grow old don't take my life away from me my life from me My hope of getting out is all gone since I do understand that I am all alone I need that terrorizing bitch to stay alive without her calls I probably would die