Jeff Finlin

For The Life In Me

Jeff Finlin


Pulled out from Eden 
And left it behind 
Till the weight of the world 
Came screaming in behind 
Cut my wrist to insist 
On a thousand bad dreams 
Till the sound of my trumpet  
Was the sound of a scream 
Removed what they told me 
Was right and sublime 
To drink in fifths and 
Drive in shifts 
Through the alleys at night 
Moved my mind over 
Till my heart was the high beam 
And if you ask me why I do it 
I'll say it's for the life in me 

You see my eyes were blinded 
With the rules of the thumb 
The thieves they owned the village 
The Saints were all bums 
They said I'd have to come in their colors 
Or I'd never see the sun 
Couldn't call it as it was 
So to the highway I'd become 

It's a wonder all them pilgrims 
Crossed the plains and seven seas 
To stand in awe and wonder 
And die up in the trees 
You'll never wonder why  
When you suck the air the breathe 
You'll sing in toothless wonder 
Man it's for the life in me 

So if you're busy dying warm 
In the silk sheets of your bed 
And you forget that being born 
Is a daily piece of bread 
There's a place that you can drift 
If you turn an open eye 
In from all the madness 
For a glance at your insides 
For a star lays at the end of every 
Nerve that you paint 
It's everything you are and all that you ain't 
What waits there in the distance 
Somehow sets me free 
So don't stand and wonder why I'm gone 
It's probably for the life in me