many moons i had this life to lead as a millionaire many times i left it all just lying back there many tunes i've crooned on this blue sky, big ol' highway but many more i'll find when i'm finally back there someday when i'm laughing inside well i'm laughing well i'm laughing inside well i'm laughing, laughing inside see my family found me i was there now so embarassed i jumped to my feet and then i headed out americana bet me oh because i'm a gambling boy oh but it was god who says to me son the world's already your toy so i'm laughing inside i said i'm laughing i say i'm laughing inside well i'm laughing, i'm laughing inside