If Your Fortune Fails You

Say if your fortune fails you
You can say I was no good 
Say I led you to destruction 
Bye bye 
I was outside of you 
When you were all around me 
Curtains (?) ??? 
I felt I was a hero 
But it wasn't me 
It was your lady 
Hers 
Now I got too many closing (?) 
Too many mornings just aren't the same 
Maniac visions of a world beyond my eyes 
In the skies of our dreams mama 
Heaven lead (leave?) you