This sickness it burns inside me It sticks in my throat Im gonna choke I cannot speak Besides it runs the fear of the unknown Could this be some reckoning Wrath for wrong Ive done, comin back to haunt me The God I have denied his power shown But now I cant protest although defiant heart it pounds deep in my chest I know that this will have its way with me For now I choose to go I know its just the mind tryin to interrupt my flow Intentions all fall down My soul has died Now, this will not die they warned me in church when I was young I could rely If theres a god, hes one Ive never seen And now I just lament Did not held the threat I played the cards that Ive been dealt Like putting out the fire with gasoline For when I used I lose wont face the fear of life without something abused That now Im forced to find another way My show your final show A homicide I tried to warn, you should have known Now Ill take you with me Show you my pain Feed the need its not greed, I figure so what Can you fix the hole That resides deep in this gut Ill fix myself whatever it takes I cannot wait Come and get it, come and get it, get some I feed the need that twists my mind Time and time again blah blah blah come and get it