Been through some shit Shoulda never been All this pain so relevant Swear to god it never ends Swear to god it never ends Been at the bottom Harder pills to swallow I'mma drown in my sorrows Will I be here tomorrow I don't know I don't know My faith here Just won't show Just face it I'm not changing I'll be waiting for the day I see a difference I can feel it it's been it running through my veins Quick to panic Problematic I'm an addict Someone save me Not to substance But to overcoming What I can't beat Slowly my hope is now gone in the gutter Solo and so low and I know that I'm over my Head Inside my mind is where I never wanna be I'm like a ship with no captain the wind holds me captive been missing in action please don't turn your back I am alive and I'm ready for war bitch I'll bring the horses the storm hits so quick Been through some shit Shoulda never been All this pain so relevant Swear to god it never ends Swear to god it never ends Been at the bottom Harder pills to swallow I'mma drown in my sorrows Will I be here tomorrow I don't know I don't know My faith here Just won't show I heal slow like bruises This riptoe so ruthless Tiptoe in my shoes and You'll see why I lose it Sometimes I feel useless I wander so clueless Like what is my purpose Why did I deserve this Overworked and oversaturating My passion with mixed emotions Clashing everyday I just need to get away so Quickly Stamina empty Still I can't sleep Can I stand free My hands bleed Like I'm a slave To the ways of a weak mind But I'mma speak Been through some shit Shoulda never been All this pain so relevant Swear to god it never ends Swear to god it never ends Been at the bottom Harder pills to swallow I'mma drown in my sorrows Will I be here tomorrow I don't know I don't know My faith here Just won't show