There's no like, easy way to you to get into this I gotta pull myself It's just been on my mind for a couple months Yeah stuck on this elevator, swear it ain't moving I Swear I'm doin' my best, swear I'm doin' my best, and I will never do less Unless somebody got a gun to my head The Sun is where I'm heading shining til I'm dead in the bed The bed sleep in, the weekend is going too fast Sometimes I feel like it will never end, sometimes it never lasts But that's okay 'cause half the time I barely know what day it is Anyways I'll keep repeating I'mma just keep playing it Like PUBG last alive, my hands sweaty, shakin', I stand impatience I've been away ages, check the label, set the table Guess I'm able, to be something different, more then what I thought I've accumulated something greater more than what I lost I'm a lost soul, bring the heat up, still cold Numbers in my billfold Thunder in the hill cold With the beamer real slow I've been living real low I just want to chill though, way up in the hills Whoa Cause I got a lot of fuckin' dreams that I've had forever And it's gettin to the point now or something that could possible happend with it And if I wanna do something with it, I have to put all my time into it, and it's just Born in '92, but feeling like I'm close to 98 All I do is sit inside my room, I rather hide away Got some time to kill, don't know if I'd sign a deal Only thing I know is I'ma keep doin' this til' my mind is healed I've been spinning around and running in circles I need a curfew been like they working Never end and never going to finish til' I find my purpose Kind of nervous what the future has the store There's the door, open up and close the other one I need some more Opportunities, need something new to me This ordinary every day is getting in the way Of what I'm soon to be I know it, takes a minute for success I hope that I don't blow it The only way is up from here on out, no sign of slowin' Look, I don't wanna do it at all. I wish I didn't like you, so it would be easier. Cause you've done so much for me, I feel like I'm slapping the face right now I just feel like, if I'm gonna do this music thing a hundred percent, and I gotta do it a hundred porcent, believe me, I gotta do it