Yeah I know I've been distant, and I know I barely listen I think my head is in the tail spin, I think I've been a little selfish Just try to understand, I don't mean to Be this way I've been towards you Another night of stress, that's what I do best I feel it in my chest, let me take a deep breath Don't worry 'bout me 'cause I'll be fine I got a lot of things runnin' inside my mind I need a little space, maybe a break sometimes But I'll make it out alive, and I'll be right by your side And just hold my hand, that's all I need When everything gets tough and I can't breathe And everything just sucks and I can't sleep But I'll make it out alive and I'll be right by your side again Too many friends come and go I'm spendin' way too much time alone and I I hate growin' up It's not slowin' up, I'm still holdin' up But I've been livin' in the past for too long Days pass way too fast, I'll move on Just not tonight, I'd rather suffer in silence I know how to make things worse I don't know what to do right now, so let me go I need to work this out all on my own You try to call me, I turn off my phone 'cause I don't really have much to say I wanna be alone right now, just let me be I'm dealing with some things that you can't see I don't mean to hurt you, this is the worst of me I promise I'll make all of it up Just try to understand, I don't mean to Be this way I've been towards you Another night of stress, that's what I do best I feel it in my chest, let me take a deep breath Don't worry 'bout me 'cause I'll be fine I got a lot of things runnin' inside my mind I need a little space, maybe a break sometimes But I'll make it out alive and I'll be right by your side And just hold my hand, that's all I need When everything gets tough and I can't breathe And everything just sucks and I can't sleep But I'll make it out alive and I'll be right by your side again Yeah, yeah I'll be right by your side again