And I just fell in the deep end, like a lush without her weekend But i wrote this for you kid. Its not what I wanted, I need it But man its a long trip, from all the crazy things I've seen in this world I'm blessed, I guess But what if I was a secret, and you couldn't keep it And i swear I saw something good in your eyes before And if I sang it in the right key and I asked you politely For you to find a way home. I find it difficult to sleep when all the walls they just seem to speak to me And its kind of funny that I laugh because my hearts so fuck I can barely stand the sights and sounds of the cars outside, the red and greens on the Traffic lights. The only thing I got is this, the only thing I want is this... Memories that make me smile, a girl to stand there so she can admire the way I can never ever really keep my hands to myself. But the alcohol it taste so sweet, when its Mixed with lies and defeat of all the battles I lost and lost again But what if I was a secret, and you couldn't keep it And I swear I saw something good in your eyes before And if I sang it in the right key and I asked you politely For you to find a way home But what if you were the secret, and I didn't see it And I swear to God I wish these thoughts of mine Could create the sunshine as beautiful as your eyes I'd paint this night sky And its not like you need this, I just wanted you to see it tonight