Never doin' 9 to 5 So I'm never living like a puppet Drowned in all my doubts Now I'm sailing right above it Use to hate it, now they love it But no one saw it coming I've been busing all these tables Just to get my ma something for her birthday The one who motivates me on my worst days I wonder what she thinkin' when this song plays I wonder what she thinkin' when this song plays Yeah, I've been fighting for relevance in the heart of who listens Handing you my heart, with every cut and incision Every decision I've made I'm always fightin' I'm either going to do what I love Or die trying Lately feeling trapped in my head I hear sirens In the gray world No chance for a silver linin' But even if I make it, or miss it This is for you to just listen That I don't wish upon the stars I'm tryna live them or win them