I still don't know who I am What I want and what I can What they all want me to be And if I can do it Got a lot of things to say But when all words go away It's when they think all you do is make silence Losing trust on people I never thought I would hate It's so hard to open to up to someone, I can't wait Closing doors and priving myself from feeling a bit free None of this matters to me Oooh I don't know what I'm doing here It's been too long Somedays it feels like everything can go wrong I want to go away I want to go away I want to go away But guess I have to stay I'm trying to understand To understand My mind I'm trying to understand To understand My mind